When I was in college, I did some art and music therapy, which included therapy sessions with a psychoanalyst. This is where my theory that all of the things that go on in our head while we are engaged in a task are actually on autopilot in the brain, and our brains are unaware of the actions we are performing, started to make sense to me.
When I moved out of my parent’s house, I started to notice a certain number of things going on in my head. Some of them were really silly, like “I’m gonna jump off the roof of my apartment building.” Other things that were, I’m not gonna lie, quite scary, were to do with the world being literally upside down, like “I’m gonna jump off the second-to-the-last-floor of the building I live in.
When I moved out of my parents house, I got an odd feeling in the pit of my stomach that I didn’t know was there. It was like a sense of unease, but more of a weird twinge that I couldn’t put my finger on. I got to thinking about all the things I was missing out on. I started to think about all the things I was afraid of. I started to think about all the people I was afraid of.
I was scared of the people I had to get out of. I knew I couldn’t do anything. I knew I couldn’t be anywhere else. The only way I could live without them was to go get them out and kill them. I knew I would be in the way. But I knew I wasn’t gonna do anything. The only way I could live without them was to go get them out.
Okay. So I was scared of people. I was scared of my life. I was scared of my family. I was scared of my friends. I was scared of the people I was afraid of. I was afraid of the people I was afraid of. I was scared of the people I was afraid of.
We’ve all been so scared of the people we’re afraid of. They’re all in our head. They’re all in the head.
For the most part youre not scared by death. Youre afraid of them. And now youre afraid of them. Youre afraid of them. Youre afraid of them. But youre scared of people. People, it doesn’t matter what they’re afraid of. People can come in, you can’t just be afraid of them.
People are afraid of death but not of us. Death is fear, and fear is power. Death is a scary thing but we can be very scary.
We’re all afraid of death because we fear losing our humanity. We fear our ability to find meaning in our lives. If you want a good example of this, consider how many of us would find some reason to be upset with a friend or a lover. If you really, really, really find a reason to be upset with someone, try it with yourself. You’ll probably be scared to death. And if you’re a normal person, you’ll probably be afraid of people.
The next day’s trailer starts with a couple of people asking for money.
